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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

好耐無打日記..= = 是旦..日日都無百無聊賴 (唔知有無打錯字)

報告下先,,,

放左榜...無咩感覺..都係意料之內..但住明白一樣野..最尾發力呢回事似乎對呢個會考無咩幫助..(汗)見到大家開心既樣子..祝大家前途錦繡..不過有排你捱A_A 自己唔好得去邊..讀書氣氛唔好..玩開既一班..有幾個都升到原校..雖然唔可以再一班人上堂..一班人食飯..一班人著住校服爆粗...但友情不變的..玩既要約出黎玩..傾心事的要N 條LINE一齊傾...自己..無咩好講...

 

諗唔到野.遲下再打

 


Sunday, June 25, 2006

WO..今日發生d咩事都唔記得lu..唔打A_A


Friday, June 23, 2006

22/6*

以下既野只係插敘...自吹自擂..

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夜晚無無聊聊走上高登諗住解悶睇膠post....的而且確係有d膠..亦都比我娛樂左一陣..之後我kick左一個post..topic名為"大家講下你既第一次"...呢度停一停先..我諗..一個正常既人or上過高登知佢係一個咩forum既人.睇到呢個topic都會諗歪野又或者係覺得膠post一個..當然我都有咁既想法...好..我地繼續...好奇心加上見到咁多人留言..我就入去諗住睇下有咩好笑既回應..發現高登既巴打出奇地認真打佢地既第一次...唔係衰野..係正常既..例如係某某比賽到拎獎..成為做到某一D野咁樣./成功學習到一技之長等等..大概內容我都唔係好記得...就係咁樣..我內心就突然酸左一酸....真係好酸...我睇到佢地成功同滿足個一種難忘同快樂...雖然唔係咩大事..但係呢種種既"小難忘"  "第一次"勾起左 "人生"呢兩隻字係我心入面出現..我回想我係呢個世界已經生活左整整既17年..都已經過左17歲既一半..就快18..成為一個成年人...我諗緊我究竟有無資格去做一個成年人?   成年人同年青人有咩分別?  成年既定義係乜? 我有以下幾種睇法..(純屬個人立場)

 成熟既思想? 

 整潔既外表?

 有優良既待人接物同處事技巧?

 有考順既心?

 有照顧自己既能力? 

 定係...有成功既人生?

講到呢到..就係我最心酸亦係最煩惱既地方...講真..就細個到而家...我都覺得自己仲係一個好平凡既人..點平凡法?一無事處...無所事事既人     講讀書...我缺乏聰明才智..無高深既理解同分析能力..講運動...我又缺乏運動既細胞..而且運動體能同技巧比一般人都差..文武兩者毫不兼備..有人話...一技之長..應該由細細個培養,,,無論運動好...藝術創作又好...讀書都好...到左大個必定有所幫助..有所作為..但係細個既我..跟本一D野都無學過..任何既事物..我都無乜接觸..到左大個..睇到人地運動既突出..用鋼琴彈奏出歌聲..用手指彈奏吉他上面既弦線..奏出輕快既音樂..優良既成績被表揚於台上..文字上..成績表上...仲有好多好多既野,,,佢地既成功...一一表露無遺...作為旁觀者既我心諗..人生在世..我做過D咩係自己滿意?令人滿意?  17年人生...一D好既野都未做過比人睇...咩好野? 拎個獎比屋企人睇下...考試拎到一個高既分數//起碼要自己滿意,,我亦都唔要求高..為學校..為班...為同學.為朋友.為家人..做一D係人心目中係有價值同有用既野..但係..係我記憶中..我一次都無...咩叫做第一次? 我只係知道我無數次地跌低...但係同自己講要起身再努力過..就算輸比人睇都唔可以輸比自己睇...始終..自己既能力自己最清楚..我無晒信心.輸左比自己.亦都輸左比任何事..任何人...我覺得自己好對唔住屋企人..覺得佢地係白白浪費左佢地既清神同時間去照顧我...我無野比到佢地...就連少少既信心都無...我成日自責...我覺得自己好無用..真係好無用...無用到既地步係人地及唔上...唔好話光彩..就連一件我可以偷偷地自滿下驕傲下既事都無...我又諗..咁樣..我既前途咪好黑暗?...我又諗..我成日係到自怨..又係咪我無付出?唔係..我付出過好多...似乎都係我意料之外...家人既將來...我個人既將來...我成家立室既將來..都寄託係我身上..但係..我連自己可唔可以做一個成年人都未知...我何得何能..去承擔咁大既責任?    每一次諗起自己一無事處//我就覺得自己好廢...真係用廢物黎形容自己...白白用左17年既人生...呢17年..可以做到好多野..但係我無好好咁利用...已經無得再返轉頭...我只能夠對為我付出過既人講一聲...對唔住..

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漫無目的既一日...約左KAI濤同馮去練ORAL...今日都有唔少人返..大家都為會考既最後一科咁認真..所以我都認真咁練左幾次ROLE PLAY...但係DISCUSSION我始終未想開聲..總係有一種無形既壓迫感..呢D野唔關我既能力事..只係心理上既問題..請唔明白我既人唔好咁多口..其他人係無法解決..到左應該開聲既時候..我自然會開聲..你地唔係心理醫生..唔好當正自己一哥咁款指指點點..見到都想聲你兩把..= =跟住食LUNCH...食完隆同森都加入..佢地兩個同馮&主席DISCUSSION..詳細內容無從考究...只有雜亂既聲音..皆因我自己都練緊ROLE PLAY...3點幾到...我又要開鋪招呼班友仔啦...

 

下筆..*

請留言既人慬慎自己既言語...


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

LAST DAY"

 未有心情寫住...好快會補返..


Monday, June 19, 2006

睇波...

第一場

巴西 VS 澳大利亞

    2    :     0

FIRST GOAL ... 7號 阿祖安奴穿褲浪入波..

SECOND GOAL....  21號 FRED 汁雞入波...

 

第二場

法國 VS 南韓

     1     :     1

法國FIRST GOAL .... 14號 亨利射入...

南韓FIRST GOAL .....朴智星入波..唔知點入..

法國可憐...

 

 

算係咁...睇左兩場波就訓左教啦..起身啦啦聲搞野換衫去練ORAL...不過就去左搵LING HO食LUNCH先...途中屎忽隆加入..不過乜都無食ONLY睇我地食...我碟飯大到喊..= =平時又唔見佢咁多...今次就落到足本仲有特...搞到食唔晒就要叫人收野..都唔知晒佢D米飯定晒我D銀...跟住去左練ORAL...馮聰加入..成班屎忽仔係度搞屎棍.不過都認真咁練左幾次ROLE PLAY同兩次DISCUSSION既...之後先至精彩..我地諗住打去靈格風玩下電話...點知個度D人尻尻地...第一次就喂兩喂就收線..第二次仲尻...一路笑一路話呢度係靈格風...大佬...話晒靈格風之前都賣得下廣告..點解入面做野D人尻成咁樣?仲串我地話我地玩電話..我地聲都未聲過...之後馮聰打電話去嘈佢..話要投訴班尻子服務態度差..問佢職員編號幾多..佢話3456..= =尻到無倫...仲叫人收線添...認真唔老黎..我仲諗住打電話去消費者委員會投訴佢...真係令我驚訝....無人幫襯姐..唔駛UP DUP到咁既地步牙陰公.. 之後行左陣吉之島..馮同隆就上左黎打SEASON...8點幾就走左啦...

 

聽日就係吳子既LAST DAY..



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